I'm sick of having a middle aged body and a 21 year old head. It's no fun. I keep thinking I can still do all the things I did when I was 21...a lifetime ago. It's bad design as far as I'm concerned. It's not right that my flab sticks out more than my boobs. I've been dieting for 3 months now and only lost 7lbs. What the hell is all that about? I haven't had a bar of chocolate since I said I was going to make an effort and in the last 4 weeks I haven't dropped a single, solitary pound. My friend thinks it's the meds that I'm on. I'd like to agree but it seems like a cop out answer and I'm only kidding myself, but the doc agrees.
Oh well. A trip into town is on the books for next week. I need some shoes for work and I want to pick up some bits and pieces and sort out the direct debit for our contact lenses that still hasn't been set up, despite their ringing us no less than 3 times in one afternoon and confirming the details.
I hate money, I hate people...we've just a rather snotty letter from the council demanding repayment of ALL the council tax we owe them from the past 3 years even though we're on an agreed payment plan with them, all because we said that, despite receiving another bill from them, our income hadn't increased any. We don't own enough stuff to cover the amounts they're asking for either. I wouldn't mind but we didn't say we weren't going to pay it, we said we didn't have enough money to pay it! There's a HUGE difference. Paul's going to ring them on Monday morning and see what they say. I'm not hopeful.
Oh well. A trip into town is on the books for next week. I need some shoes for work and I want to pick up some bits and pieces and sort out the direct debit for our contact lenses that still hasn't been set up, despite their ringing us no less than 3 times in one afternoon and confirming the details.
I hate money, I hate people...we've just a rather snotty letter from the council demanding repayment of ALL the council tax we owe them from the past 3 years even though we're on an agreed payment plan with them, all because we said that, despite receiving another bill from them, our income hadn't increased any. We don't own enough stuff to cover the amounts they're asking for either. I wouldn't mind but we didn't say we weren't going to pay it, we said we didn't have enough money to pay it! There's a HUGE difference. Paul's going to ring them on Monday morning and see what they say. I'm not hopeful.
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Date: 2009-08-09 05:15 pm (UTC)as for weight - I feel you there. Dieting for as long as I can remember and now stuck at 91kg for the last 2 months. blarg.
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Date: 2009-08-09 06:01 pm (UTC)Re: so fed up
Date: 2009-08-09 06:10 pm (UTC)I am also far too lazy to exercise. I figure I do enough just looking after this lot...and yes, I know that's a cop out answer too, but I just don't have the energy lol
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Date: 2009-08-09 06:13 pm (UTC)Is it your meds affecting your weight as well?
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Date: 2009-08-10 11:16 am (UTC)I think so, cause it just wont shift no matter what I do. Will have to ask the doctors again I think.
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Date: 2009-08-10 12:13 pm (UTC)Yeah, I'm on the verge of asking my doctor, but then again I don't exercise so maybe I should try that first. I hate exercising lol, it's so boring!
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Date: 2009-08-10 09:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-08-11 12:12 pm (UTC)Paul's not entitled to any benefits because he's 'not disabled enough'. Go figure!
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Date: 2009-08-11 12:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-08-12 01:37 pm (UTC)Re: so fed up
Date: 2009-08-12 05:11 pm (UTC)Re: so fed up
Date: 2009-08-12 07:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-08-12 07:20 pm (UTC)